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Where Do I Go Now?-Personal Experience

March 27, 2015
By SoullessHeart PLATINUM, New Hampton, Iowa
SoullessHeart PLATINUM, New Hampton, Iowa
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Favorite Quote:
Ƹ̴Ӂ̴Ʒ"I hope you make peace with your pain, and never lose your flames."


As I stare into the night
I scream into the silence
I am drowning in my fight
In the struggle against defiance

I want to be me
As I search for the part
Where I can become seen
I scream

There is no hope in these gallows of darkness
Sinking below the ground
I wonder if anyone is going to hear this
As the silence takes ahold of my sound

I don’t know when I fell
I am lost inside a broken mind
How do I get out of hell
As I am drowning inside?

I need some help
I am screaming to be salvaged
I don’t know if I can tell
If anyone is being honest

I wonder when I can release
My broken, destroyed dreams while
They are haunting my memories
As I deem weak.

I am inside this gallow
Not knowing where to go
Uncertain and broken
Where do I go now?


The author's comments:

This poem was inspired by my life. I haven't had it easy at all. I laugh at the people who don't know me truly, because they don't know what I have had to suffer through. A lot of the time, I didn't have anyone there for me and when I did, it was for a short period of time. I have struggled a lot and not being able to find me for years upon years, was horrible. I am 16 and will be a junior in August. I hope my life will continue on the path I am on now, happy and not struggling as much as I was, but I still have secrets to hide and dark places that I have been taken to for years. Personal experiences open you up to who you really are and who you are capable of being, and that is what I have figure out. My dark side, and my light side both. Complete opposites, yet one.


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