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Forgot How To Forget You

June 25, 2013
By angelpoet SILVER, Ogden, Utah
angelpoet SILVER, Ogden, Utah
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I can't let go, broken yet holding on,
To you; to us, this love is to strong,
I never got over you,
Not yesterday, not today,
Because of what we've been through.

I need you now, your hand to pull me in,
I wish I didnt need you,
I'm caught up in this struggle I can't win.

I've tried to move on, but you're not gone,
Because in my heart you still live on,
You see; right when I was starting to move on,
Somebody wants to let me know you're gone.

I can't erase you from my mind,
I gotta find someone knew,
But I can't get over you.

There's something you gotta know,
I'm here til the end of the road,
I'm over my head and theres no way out,
It feels like I'm going under;
under ground.

The harder I fight,
The deeper I fall,
Why am I afraid to risk it all.

Looking in the mirror,
I regonize myself,
Problem is; I can't see myself with anyone else.

My friends say I need to keep moving on,
But why does it feel so wrong?
Would it take my last breath,
The very heart in my chest,
Would I have to change a part of me,
Or everything; for you to see?

Just to see you smile, just for awhile.
I can't make you want me; if you don't,
You can't make your heart feel something it wont.

I'll do what's right,
If you give me tell than,
To give up this fight.
So tell me how am I surpose to deal,
With the thought of you not here,
Tell me how am I surpose to feel,
Knowing what we had was real.

I heard you from the start,
You took my breath,
From within my heart.
I remember every word you said,
It all just keeps spinning in my head,
But it don't matter what I do,
I keep forgetting to forget about you.

Somedays I wonder why,
It kills me inside,
That I had to say goodbye,
But than I think back to what we've been through,
And I know,
That it was for the best not for me but for you.

There was so much,
That I couldn't do,
So much things,
I couldn't help you through.

Letting you go,
Was the hardest thing I had to do in my life,
Feeling a pain,
Like a tip of a knife.

If I could turn it around,
I'd take it all back,
Than maybe,
I wouldn't be dying upon this ground.

I miss you every second of everyday,
I miss you so much,
I don't know what to say.

One things true,
These words are for you,
I'm sorry for always being there,
I'm sorry that I care.

I'm sorry I bought the ring,
I'm sorry I wasn't your everything,
It's pouring down like rain,
Girl you got me going insane.

One thing I wish I could do,
Is wrap my arms around you,
If I cried a thousand tears,
Would you come back to me?
If I walked across the water,
Would you come out to sea?

But I gotta fly,
Toward the sky,
I can't hold on,
Even if letting go feels wrong.

You were my first and only love,
You have a beauty of a dove,
Ill stay here for you,
And ill be a friend.

And help you for what whatever you go through.
But I want you to know,
Not matter what,
My love for you will continue to grow.

Because side by side,
Or miles apart,
You will forever be in my heart.


The author's comments:
Me and my gf dated for 8 months then broke up, I missed her with every min of every day. she was and is the best thing that has ever happened to me!

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