Is this life?
Or is this death?
I miss my dad
the one so sick
once again my mom has quit
she sits a lone
up in her room
we don't think she'll come out soon

my cousins life
it must be fine
nothing much
compared to mine
he's got the sharm
the talent to
why can't
have this too

what's the reason?
because the way
i think of life?
maybe it's because my mind
I'm different in so many ways
so they say

well who cares about
what people say
why can't they just look away
they hate me so
and I don't care
is this cause my life is hell?

i move and move
and change my schools
only one can understand
my best cousin
but i rather we be sisters
she understands
she helps me through
she loves me
i love her too!