There's not a day that goes by I don't miss you.
When you left my world came crumbling down...
But the last time I heard your voice the night before you went away...
a broken record played through my mind all night that night.
"If I don't call you tomorrow, you know where I am.I love you."...

The first day without you,
Awaiting to see your face at my door...
the second day without you,
Sharp pains in my chest, cause' I knew you were gone...
the third day without you,
My family was in the hospital, things went wrong...
One month without you,
My mind racing, heart pounding knowing there still was hope...
Two months without you,
Knife through my chest, screaming at the top of my lungs, "YOU LIED TO ME!!"
Sixty-seven days without you,
Crying upon days wishing I knew the truth before I jumped...
Seventy days without you,
I knew i had to let you go but You were my first love...

The days go by, my mind still wishing you were here. Wishing I could still call you mine, but i know it's gonna be a while...
Until you come back, My heart still beats for you. I know there will be others in my life, but hoping you're safe the whole time...if i move one, it's because you told me to...

four months without you,
my life is still as ice...The pain you feel, some days you're there some you're not.
Awaiting your return. just counting the days, the hours, the minutes....my heart's beating as loud as a drum.

but the true question is, "will you still love me?"
I told you I'd be waiting for you..Mi amor <3