Screaming....
Fighting....
Just when I think everything is Right in my life.
S*** happened, and the only way it Will go away is with a knife.

Darkness....
Stillness....
The only things I wish my life had.
Iv tried reaching out, but my hand Has never grasped a hold of another Hand.

Death....
Hate....
The things that have been wrapped Around my life.
It has been suffocating me for so Long, causing so much strife.

Love....
Kindness....
The only things people have chosen To see.
If only people were to see what Truly goes on in my family.

Smile....
Just a smile....
The words repeatedly echo through My head.
The only escape I seem to get is When I'm in my bed....