There’s a monster hiding
Somewhere in the bends of my life
I’m terrified, where will he show up next?
How dare he say he misses me, it can’t be true.
If only he knew the pain he put me through
So many tears cried over him
So much pain, because of him, that won’t disappear
Why won’t he disappear?
I just want him to disappear…
I think I’m vanishing myself
Cause there’s a monster hiding
Somewhere in the bends of my life
I’m terrified, where will he show up next?
How dare he say I hate him, after I stood up for him, even when he was the one in the wrong?
Manipulated
Knocked down over, and over again
You stole
You lied
I don’t understand why you’re like this?
You know she left me too
You’re not the only one who has that feeling of abandonment bothering you
Midnight fights
Skipping school
Why was I such a fool?
Why did I let you trick me so many times?
You said you’d try harder you’d do better
Well you’re a lair
My hearts on fire
It hurts so much
Knocking me down, chasing me around
Tears in my eyes
You’ve told way too many lies
My heart always buys them
Even though my mind tells me not to
My heart wants to believe you
When my mind knows the truth
There’s a monster hiding
Somewhere in the bends of my life
I’m terrified, where will he show up next?