my mind.

October 12, 2011
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confusion.

swirling twirling madness in my mind.

every way I step,

I trip over an unseen obstacle.

each way I look,

someone is trying to get my attention.

can’t find





peace.

can’t find





solitude.

can’t find





the light.

falling.

falling.


falling.

in love? no. in lust? thats more like it.

lust for

goodness


greatness



approval




acknowledgement








acceptance.

losing sleep. losing friends. losing love. losing brilliance.

feeling dumb. feeling sad. feeling afraid. feeling failure.

feeling helpless.

feeling confused.


feeling alone.

I’m so scared of being alone, so scared of failing.

jealousy


jealous of those who can handle it all.

I’m floundering. I’m scared. I’m confused.
I hate feelings.





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