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My Heart is Gone

August 12, 2011
By WritingGirlKyla14 PLATINUM, West Valley, Utah
WritingGirlKyla14 PLATINUM, West Valley, Utah
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Favorite Quote:
10.
I am a princess, all girls are. Even if they live in tiny old attics. Even if they dress in rags, even if they aren't pretty or smart or young. They're still princesses, all of us." -Frances Hodgeson Burnett, A Little Princess
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1.
Live in the present, remember the past and fear not the future, for it doesn't exist and never shall. There is only now." _Christopher Paolini, Eldest


I can’t stand it
She lied
And I can’t take this s***
But I hide
It all

I just sit here
With no goals
Will it take another year
For the hot coals
That burn my heart
And the dart after dart
That kills me
To go away?

It feels like my heart is gone
I feel the beat
But it’s a con
How can I hurt this bad
When I have no heart
Where I should have had?

My breath comes up short
And it’s hard to breathe
But I’m not the crying sort

So I put on a brave face
In the pain’s place
And make `em believe I’m happy

I lug around
This heavy secret
But soon I’ll be drowned
In it all but don’t fret

I’ll be fine
I’ll be happy
I won’t have to write another painstaking line

It feels like my heart is gone
I feel the beat
But it’s a con
How can I hurt this bad
When I have no heart
Where I shoulda had?

Let me outa this world!
Outa this life!
No more strife!

Stop my pain!
Don’t let my life be in vain!
I know I’m insane!
But don’t have that disdain!

It feels like my heart is gone
I hear it beat
But it’s a con
How can I be this sad
When I have no heart?
When did it get this bad?

So what do I do now?
Because I don’t know how
To fix things

I don’t know how it got this bad
So that I’ve lost the heart
I thought I’d had

But it’s gone
My heart
Is gone
And so am I.


The author's comments:
I wrote this when I was feeling really sad and depressed one day.

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