I refuse to feel anything
I can't be weak
Every heartache in my soul blistering
No worries, I’m “happy,” so to speak


Lashes and anger being whipped upon my soul
Seeping into the concrete with every thought
Pretending everything wasn’t there was my only goal
The pain so habitual that it makes me distraught


It is possible for me to never frown
Smiles and laughs covering it all
But eventually I will have to breakdown
Until then I’ll just catch myself before I fall

Every convulsion burning my happiness
Someone please return my sanity
Cut myself deeper to clean up the mess
I’m just an ghost trapped in humanity

Do you care and have love for me?
I love you as far as I can tell
Do me a favor ….. Set me free.
Take me away, Earth is just like Hell



Life throws out all of its s***
And leaves me with a nasty crack
Cut myself again, oh it’s just one more slit
My life longs for a bloody attack

Putting on a smile to bare the fight
Don’t ask me what’s wrong
Nothing is right