Decisions and Crumbs

This life isn’t worth living,
At least not anymore.
He took his life and mine,
He shut the ever-open door.

I’m here, don’t know what to do
Somebody please help me
Anyone will do.

I think nobody would even come,
If I were to leave.
I didn’t leave so much as a footprint,
Nobody would think to grieve.

I’m here, don’t know what to do
Somebody please help me
Anyone will do.

I could just let go at any time,
Be free from the pain.
But I think of my mother’s eyes,
What would I gain?

I’m here, don’t know what to do
Somebody please help me
Anyone will do.

I am an unknown star lost in space,
Crowded by bigger and brighter stars to come.
Nobody ever notices me,
I am just a tiny crumb.

I’m here, don’t know what to do
Somebody please help me
Anyone will do.