These feelings never go away
hidden deep down inside
forever I know they'll stay
my hands are shaking
fingers freezing
my head is burning
I don't think I'll ever live this down
what am I supposed to do
when you're not around
I hate everything right now
I hate everything I have to see
everything that I've found
no ones talking
but we all know the truth
I don't think I'll ever live this down
what am I supposed to do
when you're not around
kill the lights
we'll lay in the dark
I can't feel anything
I'm numb with shock
give me the pillow
let's let out a scream
I don't think I'll ever live this down
what am I supposed to do
when you're not around
you've always been here
right by my side
no matter what it was
everyday, every night
now there's no one here to help me
no one to hear my screams
I don't think I'll ever live this down
what am I supposed to do
when you're not around