So Close

Still watching from the sidelines...
but I'm in uniform.
Still watching from the windows,
While the weather storms...

I am walking the fine line,
But i still haven't crossed over,
I am balancing the beam,
But I am about to tumble over,

Still waiting for the excitement,
but I am falling, Oh so fast...
Still waiting to be chosen,
...but i wont be chosen last...

Still needing to be loved,
but at least I've loved someone...
Still walking down that gravel road...
But I am walking in the sun.

The door is still wide open,
but I'm standing in the doorway...
I am home and happy to be here...
But still... I cannot stay...