I've tried and tried and tried again,
and yet it still fails to cease,
Everythings wrong and not going right,
I just want it to stop.
Why does everything good turn bad,
No matter how determined and strong,
I just want it to go back to normal,
When it all falls.

So many things can go wrong,
Even though you couldn't think that,
Why can someone you used to know and trust,
Do something so shady and not right.
I thought they were the perfect person,
And yet again i was false,
I just want it to go back to normal,
When it all falls.

See once again my world keeps spinning,
Going every wrong way,
Going to the left is wrong and going to the right is wrong,
I can't move either way.
I thought it would be fine by now,
I'm never feeling important or tall,
I just want it to go back to normal,
When it all falls.

I want to feel wanted,
I want to be loved,
And yet lately I can't get that feeling,
It's almost like i'm invisible.
I never feel like their there for me,
When i always thought they would,
I just want it to go back to normal,
when it all falls.

Sadness comes and sadness goes,
But it feels like it's staying,
I think it wants to come out,
But with everyone around me i'm not saying.
I want to tell them they want to know,
But when they ask me I just want to go,
I just want it to go back to normal,
When it all falls.

It's easy to say you have the perfect life,
But can you lie and deceive,
It's hard to act like you do when you don't,
And make others believe.
Don't lie to yourself and others for the sake of yourself,
In the sense that you'll not be you,
I just want it to go back to normal,
When it all falls.

Darkness a word that is feared,
Is something involved in my life,
Black rooms and white lights,
They don't go away.
Isn't life supposed to be simple and happy,
And yet at the moment it's not,
I just want it to go back to normal,
When it all falls.