Dreaming, thinking deep into thought and mind
Yearning and wanting for love I can’t find.
Sinking, drowning falling down a stream
Misery Heart Ache, I’m falling with a scream,
Sad, confused letting my energy drain
Sick, confused I’m letting my energy drain;
Hungry for love so sad and weak
Challenging, threatening I’m feeling my heart beat,
Boom…….Boom………soft and slow,
Waiting and waiting for my time to go;
Counting one……..two………three…..and four
Patient and obsessing more and more
Six……….boom…….seven……..boom……eight
Drowning in the darkness as I wait and wait
Nine……….boom..ten……boom I’m shedding my tears
Ready to face my fate and my scary fears
Ready get set I’m ready for the dark,
Eternity and forever life is racing in my hear,
Opening my eyes I look up to see
Me standing in the bedroom looking at me
Dark, angry, sad and alone
My whole body shaking pain through my bones
There behind the mirror are those eyes of red,
With gashes and cuts near her bloody head
There in the mirror I see the girls eyes,
Figuring out that I have drowned and died.