I hate the stress. I hate the tension. I hate that I have so much to say but that I have to keep it to myself. I hate that I can't trust anyone with my thoughts except for one person. I hate that that one person is the boy who hurt me the most. I hate this long list that I'm going to make. 
1. I hate that you judge me. 
2. I hate that you don't trust me. 
3. I hate what you have become. 
4. I hate what you have done. 
5. I hate your immaturity. 
6. I hate that you keep leaving and coming back. 
7. I hate that I can't just let you go. 
8. I hate feeling so hated. 
9. I hate not being good enough. 
10. I hate my past. 
11. I hate that you won't let me forget it. 
12. I hate that I can't be mean. 
13. I hate that you won't like my piercings. 
14. I hate that you will like them. 
15. I hate how you left me. 
16. I hate that you are so rude.  
17. I hate that you don't understand. 
18. I hate that you don't see what is going on inside. 
19. I hate that you believe that I'm happy. 
20. I hate that you can't see the hurt in me. 
21. I hate the high standards people give me. 
22. I hate not being able to say any of this. 
23. I hate that you like me more. 
24. I hate that your girlfriend has no idea. 
25. I hate that I like you. 
26. I hate that she has you. 
27. I hate that I want you. 
28. I hate not knowing what you are thinking. 
29. I hate what we became. 
30. I hate people worrying but doing nothing to help me. 
31. I hate that you are so annoying. 
32. I hate that you always have to be right. 
33. I hate that you always leave me. 
34. I hate that I'm scared to be alone with you. 
35. I hate that you have such power over me. 
36. I hate being alone. 
37. I hate being the only one alone. 
38. I hate thinking the runors are true. 
39. I hate losing everyone. 
40. I hate that everyone is happy with someone. 
41. I hate that they are the only respectful guys.
42. I hate the stares. 
43. I hate that you think I like them. 
44. I hate the empty feeling I have. 
45. I hate that you gave it to me. 
46. I hate that you never shut up. 
47. I hate that I dated you. 
48. I hate that I see you everyday. 
49. I hate that you stare at me. 
50. I hate that you want me. 
51. I hate that I know you do. 
52. I hate that I can't be happy. 
53. I hate that I never do anything for myself. 
54. I hate worrying about everyone but me. 
55. I hate never being good enough. 
56. I hate that I always cry. 
57. I hate that no one knows why. 
58. I hate that they are the cause. 
59. I hate where I have come to. 
60. I hate the asuming you do. 
61. I hate that I always come back to you.
62. I hate that you dont feel what I'm feeling. 
63. I hate that I can't explain it. 
64. I hate that I can't explain myself. 
65. I hate being by myself in this fight. 
66. I hate that you can only say I'm sorry. 
67. I hate that you left me. 
68. I hate that I still think about you. 
69. I hate that I still love you. 
70. I hate that I wasn't good enough to be with you. 
71. I hate that I want to be back with you. 
72. I hate this feeling.  
73. I hate you for taking her from me.
74. I hate that you don't believe me. 
75. I hate that no one listens to me. 
76. I hate that you act like you are. 
77. I hate that you act like you care. 
78. I hate being scared of tomorrow. 
79. I hate that I regret so much. 
80. I hate that you live so far away. 
81. I hate that you never answer the phone. 
82. I hate that you are so much prettier. 
83. I hate that you are so much skinnier.
84. I hate being the bigger one of us.  
85. I hate the pets names you give me. 
86. I hate that I turn you on by answering the phone. 
87. I hate that you tell me that I do. 
88. I hate how I'm scared to be me. 
89. I hate my grades. 
90. I hate how I don't know what to do. 
91. I hate that I don't know what I want.  
92. I hate that you decide that for me.
93. I hate letting you do that. 
94. I hate caring about what you say about me. 
95. I hate the memories.  
96. I hate that I don't fit in. 
97. I hate seeing everyone. 
98. I hate this feeling. 
99. I hate that I left you. 
100. I hate that you will always forgive me.