Pain that lye's DEEP within
The glowing eyes, and smiling lips
Is filled with DEEP sIn
All I try is to be my best and WIN
And only to hide and keep my feelings locked away in a clothes bin
Wishing for it all to go away
But somehow the pain that flows DEEP within STAY
Sometimes when im feeling so BLUE
I dose off and wish my dreams would come true
Those feelings that were once none,
turn into some...
PAIN, LOVE, SORROW, is all closed into ONE
I want to pack all my feelings up in a box and move out
or go to the top of mt. Rushmore and shout

OVERDOSE on some pills and call it a day
But as a christian believer I'll just get sent straight to hell i say
My thinking like that, DAMN sure aint the christian way
So as days pass in bed I lay
With my hands folded across my chest
sayin this decision i pick may be the best
Point my grave to the west
As I close my blinking eyes to rest
Wishing I was a baby bird searching for my mother's nest
Wishing I could go back in time and REWRITE history
So I could know that this life of mine would only turn out to be a MYSTERY

This ones for MY history book
So check this out, sit back and take a LOOK
Open up YOUR eyes and SEE
Is this really what her life turned out to BE
But look at me
Nothing really special I SEE
So let me tell you this
WALK A THOUSAND MILES IN MY SHOES
Feeling BLIND not knowin what's what and who's who
Maybe I'm the one who needs a blue's clue
So sit back and pay ATTENTION
Cause this little story of mines is only the beginng
I feel like the ROAMING HEADLESS HORSEMAN
Yes I've RIDDEN
But never to be forbidden
Like I said I have Secrets HIDDEN
So while you're sittin
Hear my pen drop on the paper
and LISTEN to the words I've written
As I look at everyone, over and over again in my mind...May i say?!
I believe EVERYONE has SECRETS LOCKED AWAY