COMFORT SECURITY HAPPINESS
April chillness locks us inside
but im okay with this
cold winds gently rock trees outside
darkness surrounds the lit up house
every sense is fully alive
fuzzy warmth clouds my insides
genuine words r spread through the air
his arms are wrapped around my waist
in the warmth of his bed
just feeling his hands
kissing lightly
loving greatly
missing signs
not caring about mistakes
opening myself
perfect feeling
quiet the
raging
senses of danger
talking
understanding
vexation cast away
worry down the drain
Xcited
your with
Zane

TENSE FEAR UNSAFE
April chillness locks me in here
beating winds create
commotion outside
direct mirror of my insides
every movement
frown
gasp makes me
hide
inching away
jail confined to him
know the inevitable
love cracks
mended
no more
oppositions weakly attempted
prone to doing things wrong
quarreling with myself to not upset him
risking
salvation
talking
under safe roofs
value the safety of unviolent love
wish you could turn around
Xcept you can't
your trapped with
Zane