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I am...

August 29, 2010
By Anonymous

I'm not the girl you seen in my pictures nor I am the girl you pass in a crowded hallway.
I'm not the girl who smiles and waves or even feels happy 60% of the time.
I'm the comparer.
The doubter.
The person who beats me down the most.
I'm lonely and sad.
My heart is breaking, falling apart at it's tattered seems.
I'm not the girl you think I am.
I was never, ever her.
I feel like I'm always catching something, running towards a never ending goal.
I hate who I am, who I've never been.
I am never where or who I want to be.
I'm too large.
Too dumb.
Too small.
Too everything.



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on Sep. 20 2010 at 5:05 pm
Only,I PLATINUM, Taylorville, Illinois
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Favorite Quote:
This too shall pass.

Thankssss (:

on Sep. 20 2010 at 5:04 pm
Only,I PLATINUM, Taylorville, Illinois
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Favorite Quote:
This too shall pass.

Thank youuuu (:

on Sep. 16 2010 at 11:35 am
Taylorrrrr SILVER, Plantsville, Connecticut
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Favorite Quote:
its hard to keep a secret if its written all over your body,

I love this, I can really relate to this. I feel the same way, I was really inspierd by this, I really like this<3 great job!

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on Sep. 15 2010 at 8:36 pm
hrf1434 GOLD, Collierville, Tennessee
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Favorite Quote:
Don't Judge a Girl by Her Cover

I love this poem and it really betrays how I feel all the time