I am...

August 29, 2010
By , Taylorville, IL
I'm not the girl you seen in my pictures nor I am the girl you pass in a crowded hallway.
I'm not the girl who smiles and waves or even feels happy 60% of the time.
I'm the comparer.
The doubter.
The person who beats me down the most.
I'm lonely and sad.
My heart is breaking, falling apart at it's tattered seems.
I'm not the girl you think I am.
I was never, ever her.
I feel like I'm always catching something, running towards a never ending goal.
I hate who I am, who I've never been.
I am never where or who I want to be.
I'm too large.
Too dumb.
Too small.
Too everything.





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Taylorrrrr said...
Sept. 16, 2010 at 11:35 am
I love this, I can really relate to this. I feel the same way, I was really inspierd by this, I really like this<3 great job!
 
Only,I This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine. replied...
Sept. 20, 2010 at 5:04 pm
Thank youuuu (:
 
hrf1434 said...
Sept. 15, 2010 at 8:36 pm
I love this poem and it really betrays how I feel all the time 
 
Only,I This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine. replied...
Sept. 20, 2010 at 5:05 pm
Thankssss (:
 
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