Blessings

July 30, 2010
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Day by day I see happy faces,
smiles, laughter -
A boy and a girl.
I want what I see in front of me.
Someone to love, talk to, just a friend or even more.
I decide to pray one night for someone like that.

The next morning I log onto my computer

I meet someone new.

Is it you?

This stranger is comforting and funny, I feel an instant connection between us.

You have a strange name - yet, you're the cutest thing that's ever ran across my mind.

I smile and wait until the next time I talk to you again.

I get on my computer the next day and I see a message that says 'I love you, just wanted to tell you.' sent at 4:00 AM.

You call me Daisy and your sunshine.

Although I met you a few days ago it feels like we've been together for a long time.

We were weird, I won't deny it.
We tried to speak in other languages for the heck of it.

Our love was different.

We were different.

You write me Poems and fall in love with me, and I do the same.

You finally ask me to be your girlfriend officially,

Me, nervous, tells you I'm not reading for a boyfriend.

You say alright and that you'll wait for me.

After a while, I realize you might just love me more than I love you, unfortunately.

I break your heart a few times, yet you forgive me.

But the tables turned.

You aren't so sweet anymore, you talk to other girls and I'm not your favorite anymore.

I cry and wonder what happened to this blessing of mine, wondering if it's even the same person.

I tell you I'm ready to be your girlfriend now, you say okay and continue to talk to your other friends.

The same thing goes on and on, I break up with you because you weren't in love with me anymore.

A week later my best friend tells me my blessing is now her boyfriend.

That was definitely some friend of mine.

Back stabbed, heart broken, lied to, what's next?

I think back to what I did and what's happening to me right now.

I'm sorry I took advantage of you so many times.

Day by day I see happy faces,
smiles, laughter -
A Boy and a girl.
I want what I see in front of me.
Someone to love, talk to, just a friend or even more.


I'll pray, and I'll pray again, again, and another time, for someone like that.

I'll pray that god will bring you back.

My blessing.





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