you were the one that i looked up to my whole life.
you were my best friend, my hero my father.
i grew to love the person you were.
until it became dark.
you'd yell, scream, verbally abuse me for years.
at the end of the day i'd love you more everytime you'd try and push me away.
letting lose with the alcohol and the drugs.
i joined to get close to you.
it only made us futher apart.
it seems like we will never be close like we were when i was little.
you continue to shun me from your life.
sooner or later i won't be in your life anymore.
you continue to verbally abuse this family miles away.
it will only end when your six feet under.
you are who you said you would never be.....your father it's an endless cycle.
i have an *** father,
that for some reason i can't let go of.