I donÕt know what to do... The last guy, I loved was the one I was engaged to... I went through thick and thin... Just to get stepped on again & again... He left me for stupid reasons... Reasons that I never thought he would... Is it so wrong that I wasnÕt ready at the time... From day to day I think & pray... I wish that things were different in a way... Now after a year I am caught in the betweenÕs... I donÕt know what to do... I love another guy... It seems like every decision I make is the wrong one... I want to be with this guy... But every time I get close I canÕt help but cry... I donÕt want to move on in a way... I wish that things could just go my way... He is sweet and kind... The best that you can find... HeÕs willing to wait... For my sake... I truly donÕt want to loose this one... But I could if I canÕt move on... Its time to let go... ItÕs so hard though... I have to do this for me... I can not wait an eternity... Its hard to say... But the one I love is not you...