Words can’t speak
What I’m feeling
Numbness runs through my body
The truths behind my brown eyes are hidden
Acting nothing gets to me
No one can ever replace who I am

I cry to every fool who broke my heart
And to every single heart I break
I would tear for one in pain
I caused or someone else did

The burdens on everyone’s shoulder
Enlightens
When I’m there
Cheering them up
Chasing all the pain away with my fake or real smiles
Unknown to the eyes of others

Hiding every fear and love
I feel inside
As deep as the depth of the blue salty ocean
Bitterness drowns me
But the reflexes of every muscle
In my body and mind

Keeps me going on
On a rollercoaster
Round and round
High to low
Slopes by slopes

My head spin in many rotations
As I breathe in every second of my life
To be destined to help others

Hiding every tear, pain, love, guilt, ache
For myself
Not to let no one see the real truth
Of how I’m me