Caring

The only thing I care about right now,
Is not hurting tomorrow.
Letting this wound scab over as I sleep,
So I won't hurt tmorrow.

The only thing I care anout right now,
Is getting on with my life.
Filling in the blank space you have left behind,
And getting on with my life.

The only thing I care about right now,
Is breathing through this sorrow.
I won't let myself drown in this despair,
I will breathe through this sorrow.

The only thing I care about right now,
Is acting like I'm okay.
I won't let people see how bad I'm hurt,
I will act like I'm okay.

The only thing I care about right now,
Is holding in my anger.
Not letting it strike people unjustly,
I will hold in my anger.

The only thing I care about right now,
Is not letting my tears escape,
From the harsh, strict prison behind my eyes.
I won't let my tears escape.

the only thing I care about right now,
Is doing my best to smile.
I'll only see the good things around me,
So I'll be able to smile.

The only thing I care about right now,
Is trying to forget you.
Erasing the memories that we shared,
So that I can forget you.

The only thing I care bout right now,
Is not caring about now.
Because in a moment now will be gone,
And maybe you will be too.