Loves despair is filling the air i breathe, suffacating me, choking i gasp for breath, holding only memories in the stopwatch of time, with thoughts long forgotten, still sketched on my heart, as my sanity runs out with of sand, in this broken hourglass, falling much to quickly hitting the bottom and shattering like glass, pick up the pieces and throw them in the ocean, under the christening blue waves, i sink to the bottom and wait, sitting in my bubble, letting it slowly pop, let the water rush in, for my sin to be laid infront of me, like an ancyclopedia of my life, stuck on broken anger and strife, fight against the current, fighting to see the light, one last pathetic scream to drown out everything, i lay my softly down, fall asleep, and start all over again.