I want to cry,

But I’m out of tears!


I want to run,

But I’m out of breath!


I want to yell,

But my lungs are throbbing!


I can’t escape this repetition of feelings!


I want to love you,

But I can’t...cuz then,

It’ll start all over again.


I feel my life is all over the place!


As if for some odd reason,

I have a case of love bipolarity!


One minute I am overjoyed,

The next I am sure my life will end!


When I get something good,

I loose it.


When I dream a good dream,

I forget it.


When I love you,

...I don’t know!


When I love you,

I am scared

That I will loose you!


I want to believe you will always be here, but I can’t, I won’t!


I love you,

But I have to let you know...


When I see you, I mean after what we had,


I want to cry,

But I have run out of tears!


I want to run,

But I’m out of breath!


I want to yell,

But my throat is throbbing!


I want to love you,

But I `cant!


Else you would never see the real you...

Without me!


I want to love you!



But it’s just not worth it.


You deserve better,

You deserve another!