Behind These Eyes

June 11, 2009
By Anonymous

With these eyes
I've seen things you can't imagine.
I've been in trouble I didn't need.
So yeah to you I might be a badass
But look into my eyes.
What is it that you see? Can you see my soul. Does it speak to you through these eyes.
Do you see the things I feat the most?
Do you see a painful memory that goes unspoken ?
There was a time when I was his SEX TOY!
I was 8, I really knew no better.
I knew not that this should not happen between the two of us.
For the connection between us was completly wrong.
And left me with unspeakable pains.
For no man can ever touch me again.
No man will ever be able to truly love me.
The constant abuse but it didn't feel that way.
So instead I won't say abuse
I'll say i was maniulated into being your sex toy.
trying things on me that you should've did with your GIRL.
Keeping your sercets
Not knowing that it would hurt me.
And that this was your addiction.
This was your escape.
And my painful memory that i remember every detail from everyday.


This was your drug!


SO BEHIND THESE EYES


LIES THE PAINFUL MEMORIES YOU CAUSED WITH YOUR DRUG.

The pain of seing you everyday and can not look you in your eyes and tell you what you did to me.
CHANGED me!
I'll never be the same


The author's comments:
this is emotional but i feel a lot better now that i can put it into words. for there use to be i time when i couldn't even speak of that time without coming to tears.

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