the intentions are good but actions a mistake; leading me to lose the best thing i had,
so many errors i had to make; and they all led me to be sad.
mixed emotions and my head filled with lies; all i can see is a haze of black,
wanting you to remove your disguise; and bring the one i luv back.
all this time i didn't know; that all this was gonna be true,
with sorrow i can't let you go; i wouldn't know what i would do.
i don't know what to feel
i don't know what to believe,
many things here aren't real
and i am expected to decieve.
someone please take my hand
and help me feel;
help me shine;
help me to stand.
i see the evil that lurks about; but i don't know what to say,
questioning whether to luv or to doubt; the one thing that brightens my day.
i want everyone to see this pain; so they don't repeat after me,
with all to lose and nothing to gain; admire the person you want to be.
all this time i didn't know; that all this was gonna be true,
with sorrow i can't let you go; i wouldn't know what i would do.
i don't know what to feel
i don't know what to believe,
many things here aren't real
and i am expected to decieve.
someone please take my hand
and help me feel;
help me shine;
help me to stand.
the days grow longer as i wait; for that one special sign,
disappointed i know it was fate; for one of us to cross the line.
and i wait for you; but you don't come through.
i don't know what to feel
i don't know what to do,
now i know our tragedy is real
and now i'm left in the blue.
i can't feel;
i won't shine;
and i refuse to stand.
realization: i lost you. :'(