MOMMY I HATE YOU

MOM I HATE YOU LOOK WHAT YOU DID
WHY DO YOU DECIDE TO HAVE ANOTHER KID
I HATE YOU FOR GIVING ME LIFE
ALL THE MISERY AND STRIFE

YOU PUT ME ON THIS EARTH
THE DAY YOU DECIDED TO GIVE BIRTH
I DIDNT ASK TO BE HERE
BUT NOW I HAVE TO LIVE IN FEAR

GETTING PREGNANT WITH ME MUST HAVE BEEN A MISTAKE
YOU MUST HAVE GOT LOST AND DIDNT KNOW WHICH ROAD TO TAKE
WHEN YOU HAD ME YOU MUST HAVE GONE IN THE WRONG DIRECTION
BECAUSE I'VE GROWN UP WITHOUT YOUR LOVE AND PROTECTION

HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME
NOW THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN ME UP DO YOU FEEL FREE
I WAS YOUR BABY GIRL
SUPPOSE TO BE YOUR PRIDE AND JOY SUPPOSE TO BE YOUR WORLD

HOW DID YOU EXPECT ME TO MAKE IT
ALL THE PAIN I COULDNT TAKE IT
ALL I EVER DID WAS CRY
PRAYING LORD WHEN WILL COME THE DAY THAT I WILL DIE

DID YOU MISS ME
OH YEAH THATS RIGHT YOU DIMISSED ME
WHEN YOU WOKE UP AND DIDNT SEE ME DID IT GIVE YOU A SCARE
OH YEAH THATS RIGHT YOU DIDNT CARE
AND THAT EXPLAINS WHY YOU WERE NEVER THERE

I USED TO WISH YOU WERE WITH ME BUT I DONT NEED YOU ANY LONGER
I GREW MORE WISE AND MORE STRONGER

MOM I HATE YOU
AS A MOTHER I'LL GIVE YOU A ZERO IF I EVER HAVE TO RATE YOU
YOU JUST DON'T KNOW HALF OF WHAT I'VE BEEN THROUGH


HAD MY RAPIST TELLING ME I'M HIS FUTURE WIFE
I WAS ALWAYS SO QUICK TO GRAB A KNIFE
CUTTING MY ARMS TRYING TO CUT A VEIN
JUST TRYING TO RELIEF SOME UNWANTED PAIN

IF I NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN AFTER TODAY
I WOULDNT FEEL ANY KIND OF WAY
IF YOU DIED IT WOULD BE GREAT
BECAUSE MOM YOUR THE ONE THAT I HATE