what is love
Is love what is
Or are we just sick of what it has become
Are we just in lack of knowledge
Pertaing and meaning we are dumb
Do we really need each other
Thats what i ask myself every awaking day
But it amazes me because whats the need?
Why i need you in my life
There is no answer
Because I lose a friend?
Well, I’ve lost plenty
What would one more hurt?
The answer is: me
Its not like your just anybody
Or just some boy to me
Your a guy I’ve shared my most darkest secrets w/
And my life's story
No I’m not scared or frighten that you know
But i am because there will be no one else who will
No one cares to know my story
Or what I’ve done and did
And how i felt
Or the words I speak
See you listen to me
And i know you care
Because our conversations get deep
There will never be another you
Another person i can tell
Or open up to the way i did you
There will never be some1 who i cherish
And care for
And adore the way i do you
Your just not some boy
Although I wish
And I fiend for you
Just as you do me
I need you
But the question is
What for
I don’t need you to complete me because I’m a big girl
I don’t need a guy to make me feel whole
Is it love
Maybe so
Is it lust
I don’t know
Or is the idea of you
And the words you speak that i love
Whatever it is
I’m unsure
But it does what it does
Being away from each other
Breaks my heart
I hear my heart scream
Because its in pain
Its needing to be fixed
Or replaced because it is broken
But the thing is I think your the only one that can fix it
Look I don’t understand it
Any of it
As a matter of fact
But here we go again
And its like where standing in front of a 85mph train
Coming our way
Only to become part of the track
And be disarranged
Is there even anything else to say?