This isnt right, you should be talking to me. i said nothing you said it all. it was i love you then i hate you and i dont know where this is going. please, listen,listen to what i have to say,listen to what my heart is yelling out trying to scream at you through the cage that holds it back, do you care? is it ok,logical, to say that im sorry no matter what. if you dont forgive me thats your choice but the pain of you not being here is pushing me down, pushing me out making me leave my sheltered life, sheltred by you, by your comforting words your laff and your smile, i miss you and im sorry, i mean it with all my heart and all my soul, i wont take it back this time, ill never take it back because i mean it im sorry.
July 21, 2009