in my past i

February 2, 2009
By Anonymous

in my past i got abused,
in my past i was not loved,
in my past i was told no,
in my past i would be aggresive to my
family and teachers,
in my past i use to cut myself,
in my past i would skip school,
in my past i would do drugs,
in my past i would drink til i got sober,
in my past i would always runaway from home,
in my past i would runaway from my
problems,
in my past i have beat animals because of how i was brought up,
in my past i was very depressed,
in my past i would lie to get others into trouble,
in my past i wanted to grow up to be a singer,
in my past i use to love brittany spaers,
in my past i have witnessed deaths,
in my past i was very hurt inside of me,
in my past i got raped,
in my past i have stole from stores,
in my past i have been in love,
in my past i would argue with my parents,
in my past i couldn't understand who i am,
in my past i did not love myself,
in my past i was very scared,
in my past i hated my life,
in my past i got locked up at the age of 9 years old,
in my past i viewed myself as ugly and fat,
in my past i was not proteceted by my mother,
in my past i got spoiled by my dad,
in my past i was beating by my mom and her boyfriend,
in my past i was malested,
in my past i was tazed,
in my past i use to starve myself because i thought i was fat,
in my past i have purged,
in my past i was somebody i hated.


The author's comments:
i wrote this poem because i needed to tell people how i felt about my life and who i use to be but now that i look back all those things i have done were mistakes. i know now that my life has changed.

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dancestar GOLD said...
on Nov. 26 2011 at 10:25 pm
dancestar GOLD, Westford, Massachusetts
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Favorite Quote:
BE WHO YOU WANNA BE NOT WHO OTHERS WANNA SEE!!!

wow..very strong...just wow..the writing and the words themselves as well both are amazing

on Aug. 4 2009 at 7:25 pm
Olivia93 SILVER, Huntington Beach, California
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very moving poem, i loved it. the simple style was used very well :)




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