You messed up,
Again.
This time real big.
First time,
You scared me to death,
Yelling and screaming,
Fighting.
Second time,
De ja vu,
I felt it again.
When it was supposed to be love and joy I felt during the
Great Christmas break.
Then I cried,
Because you had almost,
DIED.

I waited endless hours that turned into weeks,
On hard benches,
Feeling the effects of depression.
You were home at last,
Away from the hospital,
A second chance at life.
Yet you push everyone who loves you away.
Now you have messed up,
Again.
This time real big.
And I'm NOT coming back,
To deal with this again.