Feeling

Like this is it, there’s

No other way to get

Around the starving

Truth that needs to

Be fed.

Thinking

Of ways to do this in

The most nondescript

Way there is for me to

Go through with it. I

Need to act on this

Decision now, cause

If I wait any longer, the

Impulse, surge of urgency,

Will fade away, along

With the will to be able

To do this, and not turn

My back on it and walk

Away.



Acting

On this can be hard for

Me, even difficult. But

I know this is what I want
Right here, right now. I

Will do this tonight. And

I will never breathe the
Name of him ever again.


For I’m putting a stop to

This incriminating life

Tonight.