I HAVE BEEN TOLD TO SOLICIT MY FEELINGS,BUT HOW CAN I WHEN I HAVE BURIED THEM FOR SO LONG,FOR NOW I REJECT FEELINGS THAT IS SAID,I NEED TO ENDURE YET I USE ANGER TO DESCRIBE ALL MY EMOTIONS,AND VERY TRULY DO I WISH TO FEEL STONE AT EMOTIONS,SO I NO ONE PART OF ME MUST DIE,AND IT TERRIFIES ME,I ALSO NO THAT I HAVE TO UNBARIE MY LOST EMOTIONS,FOR I HAVE TO OPEN UP A ENVOLPE THAT HAS BEEN SEALED FOR SO LONG,THESE EMOTIONS HAVE TORTURED AND TERRIFIED AND DESTORYED MY SOUL,YET IT KILLS ME THAT I WILL HAVE TO EXPOSE THEM,TO ME THESE DEMONS HURT ME,MAKE ME THINK DEALTH IS THE ONLY WAY OUT OF THIS MISSERY,TO WHO I TELL IT SEEMS THEY ARE LESS THAN VISHES DOGS,FOR WEN I OPEN MY ENVOLPE,FOR I HOPE MY PAIN WILL VANISH I AM CURIOUS ABOUT HOW CONSPICOUS,MY EMOTIONS AND HURT WILL FLOW FOR I DREAM THAT THIS PAIN WILL BE DESECTED