What If?

What if this is as good as it gets?
What happens then?
Does the clock slow?
Do I disappear?
People will forever be searching for things they have been promised
Down on this hell land
No one really thinks there will not be a later
So what happens when there is no later?
I try and say I love you as much as I can
To the people that I truly love
I try and only live for the present;
it is truly all we have.
Some say that they want to do this and this before they die.
However, who is to say when they are?
Take advantage of every little thing you have
Not might have
And don’t take anything for granted
I do not hold grudges, otherwise I would never live.
Look at me when the
Only
Person that could permanently
brake me
Already has
Thank you Eric you taught me not to trust
I know nothing is ever meant to be forever;
Including life
But where are you?
Some people call my life the low life
Others call it a high life
But regardless it is just life
So what happens if this is as good as it gets?
What happens then?
Does the clock slow?
Do I disappear?
People will forever be searching for things that have been promised
Down on this hell land