I sit here,
Trying to find the words to explain how I feel.
I sit here,
Trying to find the pain im feeling in some other way.
I sit here,
Crying,hoping it’ll make me feel better than I did before.
I sit here,
Alone, not wanting to let you go because I know its too much to bear on my own.
I sit here,
Knowing I was slapped around.
I sit here,
Knowing I was talked down.
I sit here,
Realizing I had no one to go to.
I sit here,
Knowing I didn’t even have you.
I sit here,
Wandering where I am suppose to go next.
But most of all ,
I'm just sitting here.
With my pain.
With my broken heart.
With my loneliness.
With my wanting of you.
With not caring what I went through before because I am willing to go through it.
And the only reason I am willing to go through it,
Was because I am in love with you.