I remember that night as if it happened yesterday. We had just finished an intense session about how we might perceive our relationship with God and others to be something completely different than my relationship actually is. After that talk, I could no longer consider myself to be as close to God as I thought I was. I started to question everything that I had done prior to that day. Was I really as good of a Christian as I thought I was? As I started to question myself, the lights shut off and a hush fell over the room. I closed my eyes and could here the soft humming of the soundboard in the back of the room. A sudden bright light shone on the guiarist of the worship band as I opened my eyes.