Everyday as I wake, I try not to complain about having to get up early. But its hard ... Every morning as I wake, instead of thanking God for giving me another day to breathe his breath, I complain. We ought to be grateful for even waking up. I'm so thankful that God is a God of many chances. So many times I displease him yet he is faithful and merciful to me. I don't deserve such love and kindness from someone so great as He. I wish I could say that I'm a faithful servant of the Lord, but to be real, I'm probably the worst servant ever. I want to do what is right but the flesh tends to get the best out of me, because I'm selfish and I want to do what I want to do. So as of this year, my goal is to at least TRY. And when I fall, I ought to get back up and keep moving. God will take care of me.