I wouldn't say life is ever easy. I would say at times its easier than at other times. Even though I'm almost to a point where I'm going crazy, I wouldn't take anything back that happened in the last few months. Even the moments where the people I love got hurt, even the moments where I was hurt, I would never take back. I know so much more about life now. I know who my friends are, who my family is, and who the one I love is. It took a while to get here. Now the weeks seem to fly by, one after the other. I'm not living for the night, I'm living for the week. At least I'm living. My heart might be cracked but I won't stop loving him. Not even when my heart is completely broken. My life has just begun. I'm ready to embrace it. I will never back down.
Still Living and Loving
November 11, 2011