Hey, don’t ask me why I’m asking this, but do you ever have that feeling where you don’t know what to do next? Like everything is tumbling down on you, but you just can’t move out of the way? Like if you take a step forward, you might mess everything up, but if you stay where you’re at, you’ll be crushed by the tumbling rocks? Thinking to yourself that saying nothing is the right thing to do, but you don’t want to sit by and watch the pain that will inevitably come? Trying to tell everyone that nothing is wrong, and you’re alright, when you really aren’t? So many things are happening right now that I can’t seem to stop. My home life, my friend’s lives, my school life, my love life….nothing will ever be perfect it seems. Most importantly, life will always be chaos.
October 12, 2009