I woke up in his bed under the comforter. I looked up and saw Drew unpacking a box marked pictures so I got up an talked to him. He said, "good morning sleeping beauty." I said, "good morning to you too." Then I took a shower, brushed my teeth, put on clothes and went to help Drew. I said to him, "Why was I in your bed this morning?" He said, "Well after you fell asleep I put you in the bed instead of on it. I grabbed a blanket an a pillow and slept on the floor." I said, "thank you so much." Then I tried to give him a kiss on the cheek but he turned and it ended up on his lips. The kiss lasted longer than it should have but neither of us pulled away. After I finally broke away from the kiss I thought about what I was doing. Then Drew went in for another kiss I pushed him away. He asked me what was wrong and I said, "you have no idea how long I have waited for this but I have a boyfriend that I really care about and I am not about to throw that away just to ruin our friendship." I started to cry as I said, "I have to go now." I ran to my room, jumped on my bed and started playing my music so loud that I couldn't think. Why did this have to happen now why? I seriously needed help. So I went to my best friends (Lydia Montgomery) house and told her everything. She told me I had to choose for myself. An hour later I left her house. I was walking home and this mugger punched me in the face making me fall an hit my head on the cement. Then he took my purse and after that I guess I passed out.