The Age Of Love (Revised)
Author's note: To start off, this story I posted a while back ago..I wanted to try to fix my mistakes since I'm... Show full author's note »
Billy's POVI looked at the clock on my night stand, it read 8:30. I couldn't sleep now my insomnia is coming back. I decided to take some sleeping pills (Even though they do nothing.) I walked slowly out of my room, and found Sara sitting on my couch Just wearing my old t-shirt and underwear that I loaned her the other night.
“What's wrong?” I asked nervously.
Her make-up was running, so she was here crying for a long time. I sat down beside her, and put my arm around her. She pulled away from me, she brushed her hair behind her ear and started sobbing more.
“What? What did I do?” I asked. She turned around to face me, she stared into my eyes and it made me to uncomfortable, I looked away. She jumped up, and that made me jump.
“Fucking look at me Billy! You don't love me at all, and I know who you do love.” She spoke precisely.
“What the hell is that suppose to mean? You think I'm cheating on you?!” I raised my voice, I don't believe in cheating.
“Well, no but I know you don't love me. I can tell Billy.” She said, looking down.
“I do love you.” I replied softly. I leaned over and kissed her on her forehead.
“Than why the hell are you so distant from me? If you want someone else just tell me? I can do better.” She replied, which made me stand up. She quickly realized what she said.
“ I didn't mean that, I've been drinking-” I interrupted her.
“Sara, I know you could do better why don't you just leave?” I asked. She stood up, she finally stopped crying. She took off my shirt, folded it and sat it down on the couch.
“I believe your right.” She stated. She walked over to my door, took her coat off of the hook which was by the door and quickly put it on and left. I looked down at her shoes that she left behind.
I sat down and covered my face with my hands, frustrated. She was right, I didn't love her. It makes me feel bad to. I remembered what I came out here to do, and I walked into my small kitchen. I opened the cabinet, that sits over my sink. I opened the sleeping aid drugs and took 4 of them. I don't really care if I woke up or not, I'm tired of my life.