I feel washed, like my feelings have been taken out of me this moment. My heart is there but its not beating, i feel like something important has been broken and taken away. Like one thing that was going so right has now went so wrong. Like everything has turned . Everything that i and we have thought has now been taken away, in a way. I don't know weather what i did was the right thing, or if it should've been the same. I feel as if things aren't going to be the way i want. I just want you to wake me up not when the nightmare is done but when its all over.