I Want to Be Loved

Have you ever colored with a yellow marker on blue construction paper? If you have, then you know that instead of that pretty combo of yellow on blue, you get green. No matter how much yellow you use, you still get green, and no matter how much work you put in, you can't get that pretty picture of the sky you wanted, you get a toxic ball of light in the top right corner of your page, and your entire picture is ruined. It really sucks. I guess no matter how much good I put in, it's impossible to get the things I want.