My Confession

Life is hard.

I’m.So.Tired.I.Want.To.Cry

I’m.So.Scared.I.Don’t.Know.What.To.Do

They.Don’t.Loveme/Knowme/Understand/Care.

I’m.So.Lost.

I.Have.To.Put.On.A.Mask.Every.Day.

I.Have.To.Lie.To.Myself.Every.Day.To.Stay.Sane.

How.Long.Can.I.Keep.Going.Like.This.

I.Wonder.If.I’m.Even.Going.To.Last.Another.Hour.



What am I going to do?

Scream.Cry.Yell.

Stop.Eating.And.It.Can’t.Hurt.Me.

Finally.Let.Yourself.Stop.Caring.

Shut.It.All.Out.Go.Numb.


What do you expect me to do, as you sit here reading these words?

Stop.It.All.

Make.It.End

Stop.Feeling.Stop.The.Fear.Stop.Breathing.

Die.

Die.

Death.



Something inside won’t let me change myself for them.

Keep.Fighting.Never.Stop

Its.So.Hard.But.You.Have.To.Keep.Going

Get.Up.Out.Of.Bed.Every.Single.Day.Of.Your.Life.

Claw.Your.Way.Though.Until.Your.Muscles.Give.Out.Then.Claw.Harder.

You.Are.So.Strong.

This.Will.Make.You.Stronger.

No.One.Will.Ever.Be.Able.To.Break.You.Because.You.Survived.This.

Never.Forget.Who.You.Are.