idk what to do anymore..I love him but I can't take this anymore. He lives so far away but yet theres nothing I want more than to stay with him but at the same time all its been lately is fighting and one of us mad at the other.. every night i sit in my bed and I think about all the things going on and I start to cry. Not for me because i feel bad for myself or for him because I don't want to hurt him. I cry because I'm scared WE will no longer be considered as one.. The thought of loosing the "us" kills me. I know I have made mistakes and I've hurt you..but you have to know the yelling and fighting kills me more than anything. I would give anything to make you see that I do love you and I don't want to leave..but.. i don't kno anymore..
Idkk what 2 doo..
March 11, 2011