I looked out the window. Rain was pouring outside. I watched the rain slowly stream down to the bottom of the window, similar to my tears running down my solemn face. When I got that text from my best friend Amanda saying that she was moving in two weeks. I caller her after a while. We were to emotional to talk. The pain and lonliness I felt was beyond anything I've ever experienced. No one understood my predicament. I was losing my best friend. The one person I could talk to about anything. The one person who had my back and I could confide to. The one person I thought I would never use. I had her and she had me, and then I didn't have anything. Sure I have other friends but the closeness I felt with her can never be replaced. No one understands how much I miss her. I wish i could see her, but its so hard. I have emptiness in my life without her.
Left out and Lonely
April 21, 2010