here it comes again. pain. pain. pain. as soon as i awake my heart begins to ache. like a dark and stormy sea, the sadness begins to smother me. i try to fight it but not to give in after all it wasnt my sin. i try my best to ignore the sorrow maybe the pain will be gone tomorrow. i put on a face that serves me well, it hides the secrets i could never tell. used, broken, saddened, always feeling abandoned. oh why cant i make myself see the wrong wasnt done by me?