every time i was alone all i wanted to do was to go see him. i know we are now over but i still love him. i never want to forget the memorize that we spent together, everyday for 5 months. those were the best months of a relationship i have had been in. iv been hurt by many guys. but when i got with him he showed me that not all guys are cruel. but after i found things out about him. i realized all guys are the same. all i know now is i will never lvoe the same again...i probably will love again but never like the way we loved each other. i was in love with a guy before i got with him. well victor hurt me so badly to my soul, i never wanted to be in another relationship. but he showed me so many things that there were in a guy. it really sucks because me and mike were just suppose to be friends but we fell for each other. but what also sucks is the fact he cheated on me threw out the whole relationship.