Such ugly, blatant lies I am forced to tell. They disgust me almost to the point of nausea. The lies told for selfish reasons. I could prevent their misdeeds but I refrain. I refrain simply to preserve my secrets. My secrets that no one can know. I'm not even sure if I know. I'm not sure if I know the truth about myself. The ugly truth that leads to lies.
February 9, 2010